I'm having some serious thinking to do at the min and its bloody killing me D:

The GazettE concert is in a few weeks and i still dont know if im going to be able to go, not just because i dont know if i'll have the money for it but also because of my grandma, but i dont want to let my sister down because it would be her first time seeing The GazettE and i only got her into them last year.

On the other hand my grandma called me this afternoon and she said she was alright but she wished one of us had stayed with her untill she was able to come back after her house is sold...and i feel so bad that i did and i want to go back, but i dont know if my mum will be mad at me.
I'm supposed to be working..right now, in a job but because of the timing of my grandad's death things didnt go as i thought they would and im just stressing over all these things.

will my mum be mad at me, i cant let jess down, i dont want to leave me grandma on her own.
tbh i dont know why my mum would be angry with me...i guess its just a alway fear when i try and tell her something serious. V___V;;;

ARG if i had just gotten a job straight after college instead of having to look after my brother i would be able to go with out worry and go to South Africa the next week! DX
T_______T

anyways, i need to seriously talk to my sister and see what she thinks...and maybe i'll ask my grandma to speak to my mum T~T

*goes to die in a corner* @__@

how the hell can one man be so sexy and not be married yet! DX
i mean geez, ive never even really noticed him because it was in movie and i could never download or pay for the dvd to watch them...but now, now i've started watching this new drama... HOLY SHIT did he grab my attention ~D:

BYJ (Bae Yong Joon) is seriously one of the sexiest men on the planet..hands down! D:

you know, i think its his smile that does it. Its like god is smiling at you ~~D:
......okay maybe not but DAMN does he have the best pearly whites ive ever seen on a korean man.

speaking of god though, he does play agod of sorts in his lastest drama which i am watching! XD
i was getting annoyed after the second episode that they were gonna drag out them all being young for about half the episodes but NOO they get straight on with it, i think they are all supposed to be like..17 or 18 now but its hard to imagine that when all the actors are about 25+ XD
anyways, this drama is AMAZING and im loving every minute of watching it, i even got my sister to start watching it!!! > >;;;; okay okay..

heres something that is SOOO true for me right now :3

( You know you’re addicted to Korean dramas if… )

well i think it was time i was off to bed > >;;;

look at what chiqun  made me O:
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isnt it amazing @___@
i friggin love it~

THANK YOU chiqun
check her out people :D

im back after my 2 week stay in SA with my grandma.

Things were..upsetting in the first week cause of the wake and stuff but i feel better now, not that im still upset about loosing my only grandad..of course i am, but i think its best to just get on with things.

My grandma is now selling her house in SA so she can come over and live with my mum and me. Seeing as SA's house prices are 3rd highest in the world i think we'll get a good price for it O__<
I also have to start learning to drive before my grandma gets here @___@
i have to ferry her around and stuff cause she doesnt drive anymore...but hey, its about time i learned, im 19 and i still dont know how to O:

anyways, hope everyone has been good. I got the good news today about Dir en grey adding 2 more UK shows on their next tour! XD

FUCK YES XD
<3

well i should get some sleep, i'd been travelling for almost 24 hours with only 4 hours sleep! YAY -___-
NIGHT!

this morning i woke up to the phone ringing.... i didnt get to it on time and there was a message from my grandma in south africa. I listened to it and didnt believe what i heard...so i listened to it 3 more times before calling my sister.

she picked up the phon crying...and then i started to cry......





it was true.....my grandad passed away this morning.....

well its time for a change in the sense that i change my lj layout and profile layout :P

i wanted something i could keep for a long time and that would work no matter what season or holiday it was...plus is pink and its my fav color XD

speaking of change, anyone seen the new ayu covers for her talkin' 2 myself single? remind you much of an era?? XD
i adore the covers, they look so much like her old self, i hope this brings her popularity back up, anyway here are the covers..

plus the song is friggin awesome too, so this single has to do well D:

anyways, another change...im gonna be looking for a job.... SHOCK HORROR~~~~~ *insert scary BGM*
yep, now my bro has gone back to school and im not ging to Uni for a year or 2 i have to get a job...im actually really scared cause ive never had one in my life except for baby sitting...and i dont know if you even consider that a job :/
but yeah, i have to pay for FFXI and up coming trips that i want to take...hopefully it will be good for me seeing as im a very shy person @__@

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forgot to say that ive got a myspace now...i know, ive fallen in with the..crowd? meh i dunno, if you got one too feel free to friend...i need friends @w@
http://www.myspace.com/dadonvidividadon

Will there be JRock Revolution concerts in New York and in Europe?

YOSHIKI: Europe! I received many messages regarding JRock Revolution, especially on myspace, concerning the Japanese artists. I realized that there were many requests for Japanese bands outside of Japan. The young bands [at JRock Revolution in the USA] are great bands, they make good music, and if I can help them leak out of Japan, then it is my pleasure. That's why I am going to try to bring JRock Revolution to Europe.

OHH HELL YES XD
i just hope its not going to be soon like the end of this year...but god yes that is good news! XD


im having an odd obsession with sifow right now too :/

WTF
i just stumbled onto this thread with the video of me, bonhwa_seong and 13th_deity metting Kai (from the GazettE) in germany last year.

http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=29640

im actually REALLY shocked at the comments that where posted in this thread O_____O
........REALLY SHOCKED

this happened a year ago! come on, if you met your fav person in your fav band..wouldnt you go a bit crazy? @___@

Aoi...Yumehito....does this mean what i think it means? XD


rofl i think i love you guys even more!

i was watching the news this morning and some of the show airport and it got me thinking....how ignorant can people be about flying???!!!!!!

i mean, i know i travel A LOT and have been since i was a baby...its in my bloody really, but i still get it. I get all the rules, the rules like making it to the airport at least an hour or two before your flight takes off not figgin 30 minutes before! checking the flight is on time, comfirming your booking if you have to, start packing the day before and all these annoying things about liquids, sharp objects, packing your own bag, NEVER leaving it with anyone you dont know or alone, and making sure you have the right passport and tickets D:
(seriously i check mine like every 15 minutes when i go somewhere...kinda OCD lol)

it just boggles my mind how people think that the airport revolves around them and that they should bend to their every will because they HAVE to make the flight like its a matter of life and death and if they cant then they insist on yelling at the people who just work there even if they tried to help them...

also another thing annoys me is when people FREAK OUT about flying...i kow that sound really horrible but i really dont understand why they are so terrified about it. Millions of people fly every day and it like one of the safest modes of transports ever!


anyways, people annoy me in airports. I was flying alone since i was 12 and i knew what to do..yet older people with kids and stuff dont know what to do... i dont understand you people DX

GOD id hate to work in an airport @____@

has anyone see this trailer for this movie? apparently its all REALLY secret and people keep saying its something to do with gozilla because of the gozilla sounding noises...but i dunno...sounds like its gonna be something else, alien invasion or something maybe? MEH
heres the trailer someone sneakily took from the a movie they saw D:

( OVER HERE!! )

IVE PASSED MY NATIONAL DIPLOMA IN ART&DESIGN!!!!!!!

I finall decied to call the college after nearly 3 weeks of not hearing anything, and im so relieved! XD

PASS PASS PASS PASS!! XD

HOMG!! i found this video of Junsu and his mini self from the Balloons video!!
OMG ITS SOO CUTE!!!

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the GazettE........

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
/T______T/  THIS WAYYYYY PL0X


im dying of happiness right now dT^Tb

HOLY CRAP GUYS!
STACKED RUBBISH debuted 2nd on the oricon charts!!
this is on the friggin first day!!!!! HOMG if it goes #1 i'll die (but i kinda doubt it D:)

AWESOME

so from the pervious post, you would think the news couldnt get any better right?

WRONG!!!
IT DID! AND YOU'LL NEVER GUESS!!!!

THE GAZETTE ARE PLAYING IN LONDON!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i seriously think i died and went to heaven ;    ;

just HOLY CRAP!
i still cant believe that after all thats happened with JRock events that MORE are happening! its just....awesome ;  ;

first i hear that girugamesh are coming back to germany having just done the J-Shock thing! XD (another chance to see them ;  ;)
then i learn that the GazettE are coming back for 3, yes 3 concerts later this year (OHHHH YESUM! LOVE RIGHT THERE!)
then i learn that RENTRER EN SOI are coming to France to do a concert! (F*CK YES IM GOING TO THAT!!!)
THHHEEEENNN i get an email this morining telling me my GazettE album has been shipped off!


Im so flipping happy right now @___@
now all that would make me die of happiness would be either alice nine. or nightmare coming over...or both....~D:

HOLY SHIT...thats all i have to say.

ive been watching the videos on YouTube and im officially jealous of everyone who was able to go. The band sound AMAZING i mean..seriously! Gackt looks damn sexy as usual but them Miyavi is there and its like "OMG WHO TO LOOK AT @___@"
I cant wait for the to release something officially and also show up on some music show where they perform and you can see them UP CLOSE! OH DAMN im soooooo gonna be watch this videos again ; ;